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Date:2002-11-30 19:58
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Men that look no further than outside think health an appurtenance
unto life and quarrel with our condition of being sick. But I who have looked
at the innermost parts of man and known what tender filaments that fabric
hangs on oft wonder that we are not always so.
And considering the thousand doors that lead to death do thank our God
that I can die but once.


Sir Thomas Browne
Religio Medici

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Date:2002-11-11 22:56
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Isaac Newton,
Philosopher and Mathematician (1642-1727)


I do not know what I may appear to the world; but to myself I seem to have
been only like a boy playing on the seashore, and diverting myself now and
then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst
the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.

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Date:2002-11-10 18:49
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My friend and mentor, Virginia Tanji, of the John A. Burns School of Medicine in Hawaii,
directed me to the Pew Foundation's Internet Study entitled:

Vital Decisions:
How Internet users decide what information to
trust when they or their loved ones are sick?

May 22, 2002

The study can be accessed at:
http://www.pewinternet.org/reports/toc.asp?Report=59

Some 72% of online women have gone online for health information, compared with 51% of
online men. And 71% of Internet users between 50 and 64 years old have gone online for
health information, compared with 53% of those between 18 and 29. Those with more education
and more Internet experience are more likely to search for medical advice online. There are
no significant differences between whites, African Americans, and Hispanics when it comes to
online health research.

Health seekers seem to look for specific answers to targeted questions and are generally cautious
about making decisions based on the information they find. They often use the information in making
important decisions about interacting with their doctors, getting diagnoses, and treatments. But
the ease of using the Internet and the abundance of health information online are not changing
their entire approach to health care.

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Date:2002-11-09 01:08
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Congestive Heart Failure


As deaths go, it'd be better

than most -

the self slipping off

if a sea

of morphined tranquility.

Bur for you, mother,

who braved Ukranian

pogroms,

who read un Do not bo gentle

instead of nursery rhymes -

is this the good night

you choose?


A porcine valve
might save you,
but you just whistle
through your teeth.
"Pig gristle in my heart,
Pfft"

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Date:2002-11-09 01:08
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[This simple and powerful poem was in a recent JAMA - read it and cogitate.}

Congestive Heart Failure
Ronald Pies, MD
Lexington, Mass
JAMA October 23/30/2002



As deaths go, it'd be better
than most--
the self slipping off
in a sea
of morphined tranquility.
But for you, mother,
who braved Ukranian
pogroms,
who read us Do not go gentle
instead of nursery rhymes -
is this the good night
you choose?


A porcine valve
might save you,
but you whistle
through your teeth --
"Pig gristle in my heart,
Pfft."

Look, I argue,
even God
wouldn't push kosher
that far.

"Darling," you say,
"This time
I fight the Cossacks
on my own soil."

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Date:2002-11-06 18:18
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I received a fantastic promotional CD from MSF (Medecins Sans Frontieres) as a fundraising tool.
It is extraordinarily well done and I recommend you trying to obtain one from
http://www.doctorswithoutborders.org if you are not on their mailing list.


I you can't get the information you want Mail me

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Date:2002-11-06 17:13
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Resident Training:  The Bad and the Ugly


 
 
N A R R A T I V E  M A T T E R S
September/October 2002

Dolores

A young medical resident takes her own life, shining a harsh spotlight on the pressures of the current residency education system.

by Daniel J. Derksen

Dolores used her purple Robbins pathology textbook to weigh down the gas pedal to commit suicide in her garage. It was fourteen years ago, but I vividly remember the phone conversation with the resident on call, the bearer of the very bad news. Dolores had died of carbon monoxide poisoning, he told me. Her death came as a shock to her husband, mother, friends, colleagues, and patients. She was a compassionate, caring person—shy but well liked by patients and staff. Dolores (not her real name) left behind no suicide note but many unanswered questions.

Dolores had been barely six months into her family practice residency training. As a new family practice faculty member, I wondered how we missed the warning signs. Suicide risk factors were certainly present—new employment, isolation from family, a stressful work environment, chronic sleep deprivation, considerable student loan debt and service obligation, and a spouse also in residency training. But thousands of residents year in and year out endure the same training and pressures without tragic outcomes. At the time—the situation has since eased somewhat—the stress and long hours of residency were a rite of passage, a boot camp that once completed assured privileged membership in the medical profession.

Wondering whether other residents in our institution’s training programs shared Dolores’s risk profile, I conducted a survey of all first-year residents. A high response rate (85 percent) showed that residents were keenly interested in the subject. The survey revealed that trainees working more than eighty hours a week were much more likely to have suicidal thoughts (22 percent) and be depressed (47 percent) than those working fewer than eighty hours (9 percent and 27 percent, respectively).

Hoping to prevent another tragedy, a few months later I presented the data at a hospital executive committee meeting. Several department chairs asked who would pick up the slack of patient duty if residents’ work hours were reduced. The hospital CEO questioned the data’s validity and commissioned the Arthur Andersen consulting firm to do another study—one that deleted annoying-to-management questions about depression and suicidal tendencies. Naïvely I had believed that Dolores’s death and the compelling data would catalyze change. I had much to learn about hospital inertia and economic barriers to reform.

Overwhelming Strains



My interest in changing the
physician training system was spawned by my own and my wife Krista’s prolonged
internship and residency experiences, Dolores’s death, and my institution’s
resistance to reform. I didn’t know Dolores well but shared some of the same
stresses of residency training. For example, when she was a fourth-year medical
student, Dolores had not “matched” in family practice—meaning that through a
computerized lottery process, an available residency position was not found for
her specialty. She therefore followed her spouse to
New Mexico and hoped for the best. In our
fourth year of medical school in 1984, Krista and I unsuccessfully competed in
the couples’ match program. Unmatched, we scrambled to find programs that
hadn’t yet filled all of their training slots. Rather than residing in
different states to pursue our preferred specialty residencies (hers in OB/GYN,
mine in family practice), we chose to accept internal medicine internships at
the same hospital.



To train in our desired specialties, in 1985 Krista and I went outside the
computerized lottery system and obtained positions on our own. This move
required a second internship. At that time, interns’ work hours exceeded ninety
per week; we were granted one day off a month and two weeks of vacation a year.
Like Dolores and many other two-physician couples, we had large debts. We’d
delayed purchase of a home and car and had to start paying off loans during
residency. It was exhausting to work long hours and a struggle to scrape by,
paycheck to paycheck. We didn’t have a day off together for the first six
months.



On a rare free evening together during our second internship, Krista shared
some shocking news. On her way home from the hospital that day she had
considered slamming the car at high speed into a tree. She was exhausted and
depressed and felt that she was a bad mother to our then one-year-old daughter,
Shannon.



We discussed the “microsleeps” that we experienced
when driving home after thirty-six-hour shifts without sleep. We talked about
how much longer it took us to read electrocardiograms and interpret fetal
monitor strips when we were so sleep-deprived. It was like swimming in
molasses.



One night on call, a nurse paged me to the ICU to replace a partially
obstructed endotracheal tube in a patient on a
ventilator. It was
2 a.m., and I had been soundly sleeping in the call room.
Dutifully I tried to replace the old tube with a new one while the nurse
manually oxygenated the patient and talked me through the procedure. But in my
muddled state I could not thread a new tube over the metal guide. Fortunately,
a second nurse’s frantic page brought help from a senior resident, saving the
patient an emergency tracheotomy.



A Different Approach
Needed



I have witnessed
disciplinary actions levied by residency programs against intoxicated or
substance-abusing residents, presumably to prevent medical errors. Yet
hospitals permit, even encourage, sleep deprivation
and long shifts for residents, despite growing evidence that these also are
harmful to both residents and patients. When investigating errors, hospitals do
not usually collect data on physicians’ or nurses’ work hours and shift
lengths. Yet it seems logical that overwork and sleep deprivation can easily
contribute to medical error.



Recently, the Occupational Safety and Health Administration (OSHA), the
American Medical Student Association, and the Committee of Interns and
Residents advocated federal regulation of residents’ work hours. The
regulations limit these hours to eighty per week, provide at least
one
twenty-four
-hour
off-duty period each week, and curtail shifts to a maximum of twenty-four
hours. (The Accreditation Council for Graduate Medical
Education, or ACGME, instituted voluntary “work duty” guidelines in 1988, the
year Dolores died.)
In June 2002, Senator Jon Corzine
(D-NJ) introduced legislation to make regulation of residents’ work hours a
condition of a hospital’s Medicare participation. The legislation coincided
with ACGME’s report that recommended new limits on
residents’ duty hours—limits that were approved by ACGME’s
board and will take effect in July 2003.



These calls for change are needed. But despite my residency experience, I am
ambivalent about some aspects of reform. The rigors of residency training build
a solid foundation by combining critical medical knowledge with practical
clinical experience. Following a seriously ill patient through a twenty-four-
or thirty-six-hour course is a time-honored educational opportunity that would
be lost with the proposed regulations. The intense training experience tests a
resident’s mettle, resolve, and intellect and teaches self-reliance and
independent problem solving.



I remember at the beginning of a thirty-six-hour ICU shift admitting a
sixty-year-old woman with congestive heart failure due to severe mitral valve disease. Her condition quickly deteriorated,
and she was rushed to surgery, where her mitral valve
was successfully replaced. To admit the patient, follow her through surgery,
and leave the next evening knowing that we had saved her life was intensely
educational and gratifying.



Another factor in my ambivalence about completely changing the status quo is
residents’ substantial contribution to physicians’ workforce capacity.
Decreasing residents’ work hours could reduce access and services for poor and
vulnerable populations served by this sector of the safety net.



But there is a price to pay for taking no action. When a resident commits
suicide or when disturbing trends of increased substance abuse, suicide,
marital discord, and depression are identified in the medical profession,
reform is imperative—for the safety of both residents and patients.



A career in medicine is like a long-distance run—the pace must be measured and
planned over a thirty- to fifty-year haul. Recent data suggest that during
residency many physicians learn work habits that injure and impair them, result
in premature death or retirement, or destroy marriages and other relationships
at alarmingly high rates. Too much is crammed into residency training, while
too little is invested in lifelong learning. Residency is not like staying up
all night studying for a medical school exam. Doing that may have been enough
to pass the exam, but the information is quickly forgotten. It may once have
been possible to learn everything during residency training. But the
exponential growth of medical knowledge and technology requires a radically
different approach to physician education.



For example, physicians could supplement traditional lecture-based continuing
medical education (CME) requirements with practical “mini-residencies” to
enhance clinical skills and use new technologies. At our institution, field
faculty precept medical students and residents, who, in turn, keep these rural
educators informed about what is available online through the center’s library.
Some of these preceptors have learned clinical skills such as colposcopy through these mini-residencies, or attended
through the department’s inpatient teaching services to keep their hospital
skills sharp.



After surviving my own protracted residency training and that of my wife, and
after training many residents and witnessing trainees’ impairment and death, I
still believe that there are ways to reform residency training without
eliminating important teaching moments or reducing safety-net capacity.



What Works



As educators, we should
better identify residents who are struggling and provide effective support,
intervention, counseling, and mentoring. There are signs to watch for: poor
evaluations, scarce attendance at resident meetings, disorganized medical
records or oral presentations of patient cases, failure to answer pages,
lengthy disappearances during the day, and concerns expressed by other
residents. I remember one resident who exhibited several of these signs; it
turned out that fellow residents suspected possible drug abuse. An intervention
was arranged, and the resident received appropriate treatment.



We should consider adapting or codifying proposed regulations of resident work
hours. While the old, voluntary ACGME guidelines were ineffective, the newly
proposed regulations may be too prescriptive. For example, a thirty-six-hour
shift without sleep might be allowed, as long as it is followed by an enforced
rest period. Being in house in a nice call room while answering a few pages and
sleeping for six or seven hours (a relaxed scenario that occurs with some
specialties at certain nonbusy times of the year) is
not the same as working all night delivering babies. Yet the proposed
regulations would simply count duty hours and not allow flexibility across
specialties.



The larger problem, of course, comes down to money. It will be difficult to
wean our hospitals and training programs off a cheap, overworked resident
workforce. Hospitals receive from the federal government’s Centers for Medicare
and Medicaid Services about $70,000 a year per resident. Residents’ stipends
and fringe benefits average $46,000. If residents’ work hours shrink, calls
will likely be made to extend residency training by a year, reduce stipends, or
eliminate moonlighting by residents. But with the average debt among medical
students exceeding $100,000, such measures will surely make things worse for
the potential Doloreses among young residents and
exacerbate the downward trend in medical school applications.



How to finance such reforms in the residency system is considered the biggest
sticking point, but it need not be so. Perhaps Dolores would not have chosen to
kill herself if she had received an average stipend of $37,380 for forty hours
of work a week in a fifty-week year, and if her overtime hours, defined as
forty-one to a maximum of eighty a week, could have occurred either in the
training program or by moonlighting. If her overtime had reflected fair market
value for physician services ($50–$75 per hour), she would have had the
resources to reduce her student loan obligations—easing some of her terrible
stress. Such calibration also would reduce hospitals’ temptation to exploit
residents.



Doing Good For All



Incorporating moonlighting
into a residency education program can be a win for all. As an upper-level
family practice resident, I moonlighted on weekends by providing locum tenens (practice relief) coverage for a doctor in a
community health center in
Questa, New Mexico. That work provided a stress test
that taught me what I was well trained for and what I was not. (As a result, I
arranged elective rotations to enhance my electrocardiogram and suturing
skills.) It also permitted me to earn enough to pay off our credit card debt.



In 1993 I helped to create at the University of New Mexico
School of
Medicine an academic locum tenens
program emphasizing practice relief in rural and medically underserved primary
care practices. These are mainly located in the twenty-nine
New Mexico counties that are federally
designated as having shortages of health professionals. In April 2002 the
program had a record month, providing the equivalent of 300 days of primary
care practice relief. Demand across the state, including in the
Albuquerque area, calls for more than 500 days
per month. Many, many community health centers, Indian Health Service clinics,
public and private hospitals, urgent care centers, emergency departments, and
private physicians are willing and able to pay fair market value for residents’
time. Getting to know residents also gives these institutions a crack at
recruiting them to their community after graduation. (Our locum tenens program is the nation’s largest and oldest of
its kind, but a few others exist, such as those at
East Carolina University and the University of Kansas.)



Medical students, residents, and physicians in practice too often sacrifice a
healthy balance between personal and professional activities. It is not
altruistic to work more than eighty hours a week for our patients if by doing
so we poorly manage them or sacrifice relationships with our own family and
friends.



Dolores’s journey in the medical profession ended prematurely and tragically. I
hope that the latest calls for reform in the residency education system will
chart a different course that allows residents to learn at a more rational and
measured pace than current long work hours and sleep deprivation permit. The
training regimen should be more balanced, more relevant to our lifelong
vocation, and more respectful of students and resident trainees. Neither
residents’ lives nor those of their patients should be put at risk because
physicians believe that they are immune to the effects of long work hours or
sleep deprivation. They are not.



The stakes are huge. After all, any one of us or someone we love could be on
the receiving end of a medical error committed by an overworked, stressed-out
resident. And I never want to get another phone call about a resident’s
suicide.




Daniel Derksen,
Dderksen@salud.unm.edu, is an
associate professor in the Department of Family and Community Medicine at the
University of New Mexico (UNM)
School of Medicine. He is director of the UNM Center for Community Partnerships and
principal investigator for the W.K. Kellogg Foundation's Community Voices inititative to improve health care services and access for
uninsured and underserved populations in eight
New Mexico countries.



 







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Date:2002-11-06 15:38
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Hot Spots 2003 Faculty



 



 




Amanda Oakley MBChB FRACP DipHealInf


Clinical Director, Department of Dermatology, Health Waikato


Clinical Associate Professor, Waikato Clinical School, Auckland
University


Private Practice, Tristram
Clinic


WebMaster, NZ DermNet, New Zealand
Dermatological Society


President, Waikato Postgraduate
Medicine Inc.



President, Waikato
Postgraduate Medicine


Skin
Specialist Centre


Auckland, New Zealand



 



 



 



 



President, Waikato
Postgraduate Medicine



 


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Date:2002-11-05 05:50
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The Importance of Being Grandma








http://www.nytimes.com/2002/11/05/health/aging/05GRAN.html





This is an important and fascinating piece by Natalie Angier of the NY Times.




"At a recent international conference — the first devoted to grandmothers — researchers concluded with something approaching a consensus that grandmothers in particular, and elder female kin in general, have been an underrated source of power and sway in our evolutionary heritage. Grandmothers, they said, are in a distinctive evolutionary category. They are no longer reproductively active themselves, as older males may struggle to be, but they often have many hale years ahead of them; and as the existence of substantial proportions of older adults among even the most "primitive" cultures indicates, such durability is nothing new."

Go to the link for more..... or Read more... )

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Date:2002-11-04 05:58
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2003 FACULTY OF HOT SPOTS CONFERENCE
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Murad Alam, M.D. • Northwestern University • Chicago, Illinois •

Benjamin Barankin, M.D. • Dermatology Resident • Calgary, Alberta •

Rokea el-Azhary, M.D. • Mayo Clinic • Rochester, Minnesota •

Henry Foong, M.D. • Foong Skin Clinic • Ipoh, Malaysia •

Larry Gibson, M.D. • Mayo Clinic • Rochester, Minnesota •

Hugh Gloster, M.D. • Dermatologic Surgeon • Cincinnati, Ohio •

Dr. Patrick Kenny, M.D. • Consultant Dermatologist • Abu Dhabi, UAE •

Dr. Amanda Oakley • Dermnet Webmaster • Hamilton, New Zealand •

Dina Strachan, M.D. • TriBeca Dermatology • New York, New York •


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2003 ORGANIZING COMMITTEE


David J. Elpern, M.D. • Kauai Foundation • Williamstown, Massachusetts •

Dr. Steven Helander • New Zealand Dermatologic Society • Auckland, New Zealand •

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Dr. Kevin McKerrow • Skin Specialist Centre • Auckland, New Zealand •

George Reizner, M.D. • University of Wisconsin • Madison, Wisconsin •

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Date:2002-11-02 18:34
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HOT SPOTS IN DERMATOLOGY
August 14 - 17, 2003
Island of Maui, Hawaii
Maui Prince Hotel
title or description
Presented by:
The New Zealand and Hawaii
Dermatology Societies

For specific questions email us

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Date:2002-11-02 06:29
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OCCAM'S RAZOR



Occam's Razor, named after the Franciscan William of Occam (1280 - 1349), is also referred to as the Principle of Parsimony. At it's core the Razor assumes that simpler explanations are inherently "better" than complicated ones. The scientific method of hypothesis generation and testing relies heavily on this powerful tool. Here are some other interpretations:

One should not increase, beyond what is necessary,
the number of entities required to explain anything.

One should always choose the simplest explanation of a phenomenon,
the one that requires the fewest leaps of logic.

Don't make unnecessarily complicated assumptions.

Make things as simple as possible - but no simpler.
- Albert Einstein

KISS - Keep It Simple Stupid!

For more information: http://pespmc1.vub.ac.be/OCCAMRAZ.html

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Date:2002-10-31 05:34
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Halloween

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Date:2002-10-30 21:06
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Did you know that Che Guevara was a dermatologist?
I doubt he worried too much about the ill effects of ultraviolet or would have given a damn about Botox -

Unfortunately, there is little information about Che as a Pimple Popper....

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Date:2002-10-26 10:35
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This is simple and important!

New York Times
October 26, 2002
Doctors Told Alcohol Gels Are Better Than Washing
By THE ASSOCIATED PRESS


CHICAGO, Oct. 25 (AP) — The government issued guidelines today urging doctors and nurses to abandon the ritual of washing their hands with soap and water between patients and instead rub on fast-drying alcohol gels to kill more germs.

The goal, the government said, was to reduce the spread of viruses and bacteria that infect an estimated 2 million hospital patients in the United States each year and kill about 90,000.

Many hospitals, expecting the new guidelines from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, have already made the change, and studies show that this can cut their infection rates in half.

Soap and water have been the standard for generations. But washing up properly between each patient can take a full minute and is often skipped to save time, especially in busy intensive care units where the risk of spreading germs is greatest.

While the alcohol-based gels and solutions kill more microbes, the main advantage is that they are easier to use. With vials clipped to their uniforms, nurses can quickly swish their hands while on the move without stopping at a sink. The disease-control centers estimates that this saves an hour in an eight-hour intensive care shift.

"We will end up with more people doing the right thing and cleaning their hands," said Dr. Julie Gerberding, the centers' director.

Dr. Gerberding released the guidelines here at a meeting of the Infectious Disease Society of America.

The solutions are intended only to kill germs, not to remove visible dirt. So hospital workers are still expected to wash up if they get messy hands. Surgeons also have the choice of using the gels or sticking with antimicrobial soap.

Many brands of the gel solutions are available in grocery stores. They contain 60 percent to 90 percent ethanol or isopropanol.

The new guidelines apply only to hospitals and clinics, where there are many particularly nasty microbes, along with sick people who are susceptible to catching them.

At home, where such dangerous germs are far less common, ordinary soap and water are probably all that people routinely need, experts say. But the alcohol gels can make sense in situations where water is not easily available, like at picnics, in portable toilets or on airplanes.

Hospital workers are instructed to clean up between each patient, before they put on gloves, after they take them off, when inserting catheters or when doing anything else that involves contact with body fluids.

Besides giving individual containers of gel to their staff members, hospitals put dispensers at patients' bedsides, in clinics and wherever sick people are seen.

The alcohol dries in seconds without a towel and is so easy to use that "it is almost indefensible now not to clean your hands," said Dr. David Gilbert of Providence Portland Medical Center in Portland, Ore. "People can't say they are too busy anymore."

Using the gels involves squirting a dime-size dollop on one palm and then rubbing the hands together, covering all the surfaces, until the hands are dry.

Dr. Ignaz Semmelweis pioneered medical hygiene in Austria in 1846, when he speculated that doctors spread "cadaverous particles" when they delivered babies after doing autopsies. He insisted that students clean their hands with chlorine.

Introduction of the alcohol gels "is the biggest revolution in hand hygiene since Semmelweis," said Elaine Larson, associate dean for research at the Columbia School of Nursing.

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Date:2002-10-26 09:29
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Steve Shama ( http://www.steveshama.com ) pointed me in the direction of this impressive piece of prose/poetry:

The Invitation
by Oriah Mountain Dreamer
(For more on Oriah - http://www.oriahmountaindreamer.com/


It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.

It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!"

It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.

It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.


by
Oriah Mountain Dreamer
copyright © 1999 by Oriah Mountain Dreamer.

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Date:2002-10-25 09:48
Subject:Facing Our Mistakes
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When I came home yesterday evening, my wife said, "I just heard a piece on NPR
(National Public Radio) which made me want to cry. It was by David Watts."

David Watts is a friend and I admire his writing, his poetry, his music.

The piece can be accessed at http://www.npr.org and can be listened to on RealPlayer.

You will have to go the the website and search for "David Watts" - it should be he first "hit."
Cancer Detection....

Let me know your thoughts.

David Watts

Commentary: Cancer Detection
A patient of commentator David Watts' asks him whether something could have been done to save her husband from cancer. Watts decides to be honest and admits a certain test may have detected the cancer earlier. (4:00)

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Date:2002-10-20 20:07
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New York Times Op-Ed Columnist spoke at Williams College on the evening of October 17.
Here are my notes and a link to the article in today's NY Times which was similar to the talk.

LECTURE NOTES

OCTOBER 17, 2002

Friedman Photo

Thomas Friedman
“The World After September 11th.”
Williams College
Chapin Hall
8:00 p.m.


It is definitely an older crowd. Silverbacks predominate in this hominid jungle. Williams College students, who never arrive early, are relegated to the back and to the margins of the room. But, some are invited to sit up upon the stage because of the overflow.

The great hall is full. Probably 700-800 warm bodies. The room is hot. There is a buzz of expectant conversation. How we worship these talking heads!

The evening was organized by Susan Engel, a psychology professor who is in charge of a teaching program here at Williams. She hit a home run by getting Friedman here. Kudos to her pertinacity.

Friedman is an urbane, relaxed, and wry individual. He is welcoming to the crowd and comes across as somewhat humble, but knowing.. He says that the Darwinian theory of speakers played a huge role in his decision to come to Williams. Selection of the fittest. He says he gets about 500 invitations to speak a year and accepts the ones from the most persistent petitioners. Thus, Susan Engle.

The title of tonight’s talk, “The World After September 11th.”

The biggest question since September 11th for Thomas Friedman is, “Who were those guys?”

There were 19 young Muslim men. They breached the walls of civilization as we know it. He feels there were two groups. One, the Saudis; and two, the Europeans.

1. The Saudi’s were the muscle guys. They come from a vast pool of “the sitting around guys.” These are people who live in Saudi villages where there is nothing to do. Seventy-five percent of Saudi’s are under age 29. There just is not enough work for them and they sitting around needing to do something. The “wheel of Binladenism drives them. This wheel has three features:
a) It functions in autocratic regimes. None are democratic.
b) These are anti-modernists. They are young people not prepared to enter the world.
c) Poverty reigns in these places.

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October 20, 2002
Drilling for Freedom
By THOMAS L. FRIEDMAN


A funny thing happened in Iran the other day. The official Iranian news agency, IRNA, published a poll on Iranian attitudes toward America, conducted by Iran's National Institute for Research Studies and Opinion Polls. The poll asked 1,500 Iranians whether they favored opening talks with America, and 75 percent said "yes." More interesting, 46 percent said U.S. policies on Iran — which include an economic boycott and labeling Iran part of an "axis of evil" — were "to some extent correct."

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Date:2002-10-20 18:33
Subject:A Poignant Comment
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Brian Maurer is a friend from Tariffville, Connecticut.
He is a pediatric physician's assistant and a talented writer.
Brian wrote this comment on the recent piece about the need to take time with our patients.

"Poignant story. It brought to mind an encounter I had with a mother last week. She had brought her three year old in for a well child visit. This is usually a straight forward check-up. In and out, I thought, glancing at the chart. I was a bit behind and feeling stressed.

As I opened the exam room door, I recognized a mother I hadn't seen in a while. Relatively young, beautiful, but a bit pale, I noticed. Her lips were just a tad violaceous. She looked as though she had lost weight. Should I comment on my impressions? I decided not to. In and out. Don't bring up any extraneous subjects for discussion.

We breezed through the exam. "She looks wonderful," I assured the mother. "Very healthy. No shots today," I said, my hand on the doorknob, ready to exit.

She cleared her throat. "I wanted to ask you," she began, "about her chances. I got sick during my pregnancy. They told me it was just the normal aches and pains of being pregnant. I thought I was going to die when I was on the delivery table pushing. I finally got my regular doctor to agree to order a chest x-ray. It turned out to be lymphoma."

I felt the wind drain from my sails; my hand slipped off the doorknob. I knew I wasn't going to be able to catch up my morning schedule now.

"Tell me," I said.

So she told me about the chemo, and losing her hair, and the recurrence, and the upcoming bone marrow transplant at Dana Farber, and what were the chances that her little girl was going to get something like this anyway? What should I say to her when I have to go away?

Sometimes routine well child care is like that."

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Date:2002-10-20 08:15
Subject:On Critics
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This quote was sent to me by Benjamin Barankin, a dermatology resident on Edmonton, Alberta.

It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows in the end the triumph of high achievement; and who, at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat. Teddy Roosevelt

Teddy Roosevelt

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